casting crowns

2006-08-18T10:34:00.000+08:00

hey peeps. annette here.
i'm gonna stop blogging here tooo.
going back to my old blog, but updates'll be slow since i can't use my com.
it's DOWN.. ="(

tah, peeps.

2006-08-12T22:48:00.000+08:00

SOP HERE. :D
I'm NOT blogging here anymore.
Im blogging together with SULIN. :)
We REOPENED,

www.dailyscoopers.blogspot.com

:D Love.

2006-08-04T23:14:00.000+08:00

sop's..
A month since the last blog entry :)

Defining Moments fasting is going on well, buuuuut i really hope that in about five days time when it ends, i'll really be able to look back and reflect on my whole 40 process - seeing myself grow stronger as a christian.

I want you to know my greatest defining moment would be to exhalt you up high, casting away other things i've planted into my life. Lord let me live in the likeness of you and be a powerful testimonial to the watching world. Help me, because i live by your love and strengh alone, and nothing else can satisfy my thirst in my heart. I Love You. :)

I recently met Eunice in schoool! - my ex cgl from wefc, and we were talking bout wefc. She was updating me about the stuff there, and i'm going to go visit soon! maybe when haze comes back frm Aus. & i saw jule's tag on dawn's blog! it hit me hard, cus all those coincidences must have happened for a reason. Went to friendster and found Eunice, Jules, Elliot, Amanda, Elisha, Sarah, Natasha etccc. Im so glad, and im meeting up with Elisha soon altho she's not in wefc.
She still remembers me and hazel from p5!

Festival of Praise is tmrw, but i'm not going for it. Haha but i'll be going for the Planetshakers
Conference held by fcbc. It's been a year since i saw PS live la! Excited for it :D

School is COLOURS. There's just so much stuff going on! Hahaha gg with belYEoZz is mad fun, not forgetting siewyi :) Hahaha and of cos the Maids lrh, meee&hann. Niu nai bing Horlicks 2.70 Egg and plain prata huuuuh, wanting to make a 'banner' for mee, laughing over worthy
during lit and everyone wanted to know why mee and i were being retards laughing so so so badly. Miss Wong's class, me and dawn's essay got chosen! HAAA dawn, it comes from the heart thats why it touched her, i guess :D Soo much, the many tests :/ So far, since term 3, i have taken 2chinnk test&1chink compre&1chink compo test, 1eng compre test, 2 math test covering 4 chps, 2bio test, 1chemtest&2quiz&1proj, 1lit test&1proj, 1history test, 1phy test&many experiments which we have to draw on gragh ):
Hahahaha:)

Talking to hazel every sat is great - sharing time :D and wes wants to be included in the convo, hahaha. Ok, im tired of typing!

Goodnight!

2006-06-30T21:36:00.000+08:00

This week's been soooooooo tiring and i've nearly broken down a couple of times. Nothing bad has happened and everything's pretty happy for me(: (: (: buuuuuuuuut , im really so so tired. But i'm soo glad i have my sunshines armpit amy and huuuuny han buns( who has learnt to act cute ;) ). + Plus my pretty pretty twin dawn who has been really naughty this week. We can just sneak out of Chun Xiao Hei's class and go to sai's locker to get chocolates! Roam around the first level like it's our grandfather's street and all. Ahhh :) But i've really been so drained of my energy altho i'm a very happy girl in school!
Nihoos~
I'm getting worried for my frns who have conflicts and problems in their life, and then i start to think of my own life..

Everything's been too pleasant lately. I'm scared that i won't be able to handle trouble when a problem arises. I don't want things to go wrong in anyway..

Maria : I WILL BE SUPPORTING YOU!

Plaza Singapura : I like WC! :)

sooop

2006-06-21T23:55:00.000+08:00

it's been twenty years since i last blogged / anihoos,
this month i've ...

1. become a television addict
2.become a taiwan drama fan - Green forest my home!
3.not accomplished finishing my homework so far/
4.caught up with my prettaye twin dawn :)
5.met sulin afew times, which is a major improvement compared to the past.
6.had phone conversations with my best friend whose in aus,
7.bought lots&&amp;amp;& lots of clothes.
8.become more lazzzy.
and lots of random stuff like going out etc.
but most importantly, i've enjoyed myself at the czech trip!

our choir clinched the GOLD award in the internation comp held in olomouc! hahaaa, it's really God's grace like what maaaaany said cus we were only suppose to get silver at the very most lrh! but all the scoldings, rehearals, tears, perseverance and determination were all worthed it :D cus we got goldddd! :)
siewyi&sihui have been God sent frns accompanying me thruout the whole trip, and there wld never have been such fun without them,cus we are like totally retarded tgr and all la.. eg.

making the ' ten ways to act cute ' signs
&taking alot of retarded photos etc.

hah! oky i'm very lazy to bored, so i'll just grab this from sulin's blog.

LAST PERSON WHO...

Slept in your bed: me.

Made you cry: haha some emo taiwan drama show.

You shared a drink with: ehh can't remember haha.

You went to the movies with: gina,liangfu,wes&mence.

You went to the mall with: su-zy scooper!

Yelled at you: my frns? when we were playing heartattack! D:

Sent you an e-mail: han han, joanna hunny buns,

You kissed: PINKIE! like ten minutes ago..

HAVE YOU EVER...

Said "I love you" and meant it?: yeah.

Wish you were the opposite sex?: when i was six,

Had an imaginary friend?: of cos :D

Red or blue?: bluuue.

Spring or fall?: spring!

Last noise you heard?: my keyboard sound..? hah

Things you like in a guy?: uhh.

Do you have a crush on someone?: noooope!

What book are you reading now?: not applicable :/

Worst feeling in the world: rejected && everything's falling to pieces :/ :/ :/

What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: continue sleeping. :D

How many rings before you answer?: d e p e n d s /

Future daughter's name: pua chu see

Future son's name: lim ah teck, jonny ronson nelson wilson meison.

Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous?: rightyyyy!

Do you type with your fingers on the right keys?: haha yehh!

Siblings: one:)

Piercings: 2

Boyfriend/Girlfriend: i have girl friends, hah D:

THE EXTRA STUFF...

Do you do drugs? yeh i took panadol just now.

Do you drink?: of cos! it's good for health.

What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use?: herbal essence, palmolive, dove.

What are you most scared of?: judgement, leeches && the darrrrrrk.

What clothes do you sleep in?: shirt and shorts.

Who is the last person who called you?: best friend D:

Where do you want to get married?: not in singapore, most prob some cold cold place :)

If you could change anything about yourself what would that be?: i DON'T want to be lazy!

Favorite number: fourteen.. D:

Been In Love?: uhhhh?

What Type Automobile Do You Drive: haha jaguar!

Are You Timely Or Always Late: most of the time, i'm late !

Do You Have A Job: noope

Do You Like Being Around People: yes

Are you for world peace: haha i'll consider when i enter a pagent.

Are you a health freak: nope.

STUFF...

Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: hahaha, yeah those taiwan actors.

Have You Ever Cried Over Something Someone of The Opposite Sex Did: of cos.

Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: hahaha.

Do you Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: i don't think so.

Ever liked a close boy/girl friend: uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Are You Lonely Right Now: haha nope nope.

Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: nope.

Do You Want Kids: maybe.

FAVOURITE...

Room in house: my room.

Memory: the whole ' green monster ' period.

Day Of The Week: friday.

Color: yellow&green.

Perfume and/Or Cologne: i don't use perfume/cologne.

Month: november (:

Season: spring or winter.

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...

Cried: yeaahh

Bought Something: yeah.

Gotten Sick: yeaah

Sang: haha yeapp.

Said I Love You: nope

Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them: nope.

Met Someone New: nope/

Had A Serious Talk: yeah.

Missed Someone: yeah.

Hugged someone: yeahh

Kissed someone: nopee

Fought With Your Parents: noppee

Dreamt About Someone You Can't Be With: noppe/

WOOT

2006-06-01T18:44:00.000+08:00

THIS
BLOG
HAS
BEEN
HACKED
BY
HAZEL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so, in response to anonymous (whoever you are and didn't have the guts to post your name), haha you fool... who are you to comment on our friendship that has lasted years beyond thick and thin... we've endured distances and even though i'm in australia.. distance is not an affecting factor towards our friendship... Sophia's an awesome best friend :) and dude get it right i barely have a blog cos i can't be bothered so what are you on about? AND... friendship is not about "woooo..." and getting excited about it, but it's more of the matter of what lies in our hearts and YEAH like soph said... it's a God-centred friendship that has been blessed by Him :D:D...

Anyway, Sophia lim hui SHIN rang me up all the way from Singapore last night...she was outside Seven Eleven waiting for Uncle CHIN SOON to pick her up... I was studying japanese when she rang... sooooo random... but yes, we had our usual chat about nonsense etc. and how our lives were going :) aaaahhhh twas a GOOOD.. phone call

and EXAMS ARE OVER...

so today i went... to Box hill, ate dumplings, shopped around with BLICK...and walked back home when it was so DARK AND COLD...

sophialimhuiSHIN - ur an awesome best friend, hahaha stop smiling to urself man... yes sophia's a really sexy beast becos she's got the FABULOUS personality and funny atmosphere when you're around her. seriously SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY WITH ALL SERIOUSNESS.. i owe you my life..........if i didn't meet you when we were like mere babies, i wouldn't be who i am today... :) she's my prayer buddy, eating buddy and EVERYTHING buddy... praying over the phone for each other - man i miss that soooooooo much... arriving to church together... swimming together... goign crazy together... spending time in holland v and talking to jeffrey ;)... talking about rubbish all the time... shopping!!.. discussing life probs... late night phone talks..wooo.. comforting each other during hard times.. THERES HEAPS MAN.. etc etc... but most importantly what i admire about u the most is that you're always yourself in front of me.. you're so honest and u don't put masks in front of me and always say what u think MAN BABY I ADMIRE THAT SO MUCH ABOUT U .. yesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss you're the bestest best friend ever :) *kish kish* hahah just kidding.. chillax.. but HAHA.. i reckon if we signed up for the Seventeen mag best friends competition thingi, we'll win it man..

` haze - HAI: and my mum is behind me
` haze - HAI: so
` haze - HAI: cannot
` haze - HAI: watch
` haze - HAI: now
% two lavender: LOL
` haze - HAI: !!
hasjcbakc
% two lavender: your MOM?
` haze - HAI: quite pai seh
% two lavender: you in spore meh
` haze - HAI: DUH
% two lavender: HUH?
% two lavender: YOUR IN
SPORE??????????????????????????????/
` haze - HAI: i told u i was coming back in march what
% two lavender: WAHT THE HAY
` haze - HAI: hahaha ok ok
% two lavender: WHY YOU NEVER TELL ME WHENE YOU COME BACK
` haze - HAI: im jk
` haze - HAI: JK
` haze - HAI: JK
` haze - HAI: JK
` haze - HAI: JK
` haze - HAI: JK
% two lavender: WALAO EH.

hahahaha.. what a random woman she is..

2006-05-26T09:28:00.000+08:00

amy&han, i've been so blessed to have great maids like you to work for me..jkjk! so which one isit? Raymond Maids / Budget Maids / Swift Arrow Maid Agency? ahh.. Bukit timah plaza has too many maid agency already laa. i love you two la citi,maria. maria,citi. hahah it's just not the same when one is missing right. just wana let you two know how big an impact you two have been to my life this year!&& all the stupid crazy fun we have shared is totally UNFORGETABLE. buying hello pandaaa, ritz, chicken biskit, milo nuggets and eating in class.. ' screaming when we see the dancing hello panda. hahah, pushing each other at the ' chinese cusine ' stall.. falling on top of other ppl and all..playing the movie gamee with han losing DEARLY, and me wining triumphantly..!:) ( amy would have something to say about this ) hahah. and just for always being there for each otherr.. when one's sad, two comforts.. it's just so comforting to have great buddys like you twoo. and i just cant imagine how high&mad we all can get..sometimes so physical at the extent of victims nearbyy:) hahah. stupid maids.. remember to listen to wati ok, ok? haha. all the snatching of sweets, going out, retarded photo taking, helloo panda craze, scribbling on exam pads, talking about nonsense 90%of the time, heart talks, pushing each other, sleeping tgr and all that nonsense others cant imagine will alwys stay etached in my mind for an eternity:) i just love you allD: and amyy, you KNOW that me&han are always gona be there for you, esp at your lowest point right. cus we make you haaaaaaapy!D: haha!

2006-05-18T20:07:00.000+08:00

HEYHOOO PEOPLE!!

ahahah! annette's BACK!! don't you just miss her? =b ahahha. nah. i'm totally kidding. but yeah. i FINALLY got my internet connection back! it's really annoying though. my room's NOT DONE!!! sigh. i wanna get NEW FURNITURE!! but i just KNOW my mum wouldn't allow it. >.<

niways! just this morning, i thought life sucks. but maybe life isn't so bad after all. i know my results suck. and i got so upset over it yesterday, i really wanted to run away from home and from life altogether - i know this sounds ridiculous, but, whatever. my parents will SO KILL ME. and so will miss lim. yeah, you read right. miss ELAINE lim. i got into trouble with her. - but, i can't. so i prayed a lot a lot a lot!! yep! heh. i guess things're really better now.

but i'm still very sad, even though life's nearly-perfect-though-far-from-perfect. okay. never mind. i'm not making sense. but i'm pretty sure i am. ^^;

PLEASE PRAY FER ME OKAY!! whoever's out there!! i drifted away from God!! so so SOOO far away!!
and i don't wanna drift no more!! T.T
please and thank you! =b

[to timbooo: things'll be okay soon! hang in there!
to mickey mouse at disney land!! I WANT YOUR AUTOGRAPH!! ahahha. kidding! =b but do stop worrying, dear! trust Him! you can hold on til now, you can till next time. learn to trust the people around you! learn to see who's like what! jay's a REALLY GOOD FRIEND TO YOU!! treasure her! don't care what she might think inside, right? if anything goes wrong, you know she's not worth the time! =b toodles! all da best! =b]

<3 ANNNNETTTEEE!!! =b

2006-05-07T15:46:00.000+08:00

OBS SABAH 2006
TO SERVE, TO STRIVE, AND NOT TO YIELD.

group FOX TROT ; instructors : Johnny & Sebastian
team ;
sian, shusze, sop, wes, luke, rachel, emei, chinkai, caleb, joel, alvin, justin.

Ahhh, there's really too much to write lrh / really alooot. it was a 4days3night stay in the forest of croco range and a distance of over 40km. there was also a 2days1night stay at an off shore island after 3hours of sailing.
during the hike, it was pouring everrrry single day! &EVRYONE of us fell down at the first day, and there were many near-death experiences. Everyone had to walk single file cus there wasn enough space for 2 people at a time! there were soooooooo little flat roads, and most most most most! of the time we were either going up super super steep ways, or going down very very slippery grounds and mud. there were river crossings too. and the worsssssst part were the LEECHES. BLOOD SUCKERS!): they really look horrible& are horrible cus they really really suck your blood and they crawl INTO your skin. wes had to keep killing all the leeches for me cus i didn even wna touch them la. they are really just horrible ok. they are very very small 'worms, and than when they suck your blood, they become very very very veryvery very very very very fat and ugly and scary.

for the first night in the forest, we reached the camping site at 7-8pm and it was PITCH DARK and there were vvvvvery few torch light among us all. it was pouring the whole day and so when we set up our ground and tent sheets, they were all already soaked wet. many girls cried that night cus we all thought we wldnt be able to make it thru the night. me and rachel had to share ONE TOWEL for our feet and we just spent the night hugging our knees cus we were shaking so badly. shusze and i cldn sleep at all and we were all just so down that even after we all prayed we were just shaking so so so badly. we really didn see ourselves making it thru the night. our ' tent ' wasn even a text cus there was so much water leaking in and we only made it by joining 2 tent sheets tgr. and a ground sheet for us to lie on. everyone was all muddy and we all cldn bath. we had no dinner too cus the rain was too heavy to start our camp fire. there were just many many many insects around us that night and alot of leeches crawled in. mr ganesan sacrificed himself to sleep outside the 'tent and many many many leeches fed on his blood.

the second day started our badly cus we all had no energy at all.. it started pouring AGAIN and we were all muddy AGAIn.. and the leeches came AGAIN.. and we fell down AGAIN.. and ppl nearly fell off the steep edges AGAIN.. it was just really scary cus you see ppl in front of you falling and sliding down at the mud screaming. it was just horrrible. but by lunch, things got better and i bled quite badly cus there was this ulra fat leech on my knee sucking my blood and there was a big amount of blood patch stained on my track pants! raar and i plastered all my fingers cus of all the cuts i got. we all had ALOT of cuts cus everytime we fell we cld only rely on the tree branches to hold us back. wes was really really a great help cus he was always always either in front or behind me and supported me alot of times. spirits rose as we cld sleep in a village that day and me,shusze,alvin&wes were singing ALOTALOTALOT of songs on the way.. alot of which were out of tune. we had another group near to us, which is DYNAMO. :) and DYNAMO and FOX THROT bonded alot later onn! i burned my t shirt cus i hung it on top of the fire during the second night..:D we had dinner cooked by the villages before sleeping. the floor was parched hard and cold and everyone was super cold but it was much better than the first night..

third day we woke up at 5 and left by 7after making breakfast and all, and hiked all the way till lunch. the leeches,bites and cuts were nothing new anymoree, but there were rocky rocky bridges which were old and were about to give way. we crossed many rivers with strong currents tooo! later on, when team dynamo crossed a bridge, the bridge fell apart when the instructor was on it.& luccccckily she was reaching the end, so she only fell on the cliff.
we had to go up a veryveryvery steep hill one by one cus there was a bee nest at the other side and mr ganesan who followed our grp got stung by three bees! raaaar. and he nearly fell of the cliff .. and so he had to grab hold of a tree full of torns.! when we reached the second village, we showered using a water pipe tap and the late afternoon was relaxing after all the trekking the last few days. me, cuifen, gina, fiona, wes, amar&liangfu played ToT and ToD ( truth or truth/dare ) and murderer. it was chao chao fun laa. super! hahaha and we had miloo :) at night, we had cultural exchange and the villagers performed for us. we sang to them and we danced to their gongs. we danced to their tribal dance thingy and got to play with gongs. than mr gg told cui,gina,me,fiona,amar,wes,liangfu,enping,alvin,shusze,shahidah and afew more ghost stories. at 3am, me and cui suddenly woke up and saw a big big crockaroch and screamed and our' group woke up. than we all formed one circle and put our legs ontop of one another.

the last day was veryveryvery tiring cus we were going UP the hill the wholleee way/ and we walked from 8 till 12plus without stoppind and it totally sucked. all the leeches and mosquitoes just made things worst and i cried cus i really wanted to give up. I REALLY REALLY didn wna walk anymore cus my foot was just rotting. hahaha but stupid songs sung by alvin,wes&shusze kept me going and sian's continuous encouragement made things better. we caught up with team dynamo and later on trekked with them after lunch. i trekked tgr with cuifen and the rest and it was a super super super super long hike till the finishing line. we walked from lunch till 5plus only stopping when the front ppl stopped. we did not even get any 5min rest or anything lrh.. haha. when we heard car engines, we SCREAMED like mad cus we were reaching,and we practically sped walk. when we SMELLEd the diesel we were so so happy, and i was like ' lets run man ' and the next thing.. i fell down onto the mud. it was pouring throughout the whole hike and when we FINALLY reached the end, we all just hugged each other.

on the way back, i was shivering like mad and in the end i cldn eat dinner cus my whole body was shaking so badly. i had panadol and was supersuper sick that i ignored wes. cuifen got me milo but i dind even wna drink it at first! but after the bath, i became supersuper hyper and at night, i slept tgr with gina. but later the guys asked us to go to their bunk, so me,gina, shahidah, jovan, amar, wes, liangfu, alvin played murderer! than we had veryvery lame IQ games which alot of the guys cldn figure out.. decreased their IQ below sea level. hahh. than me and gina went back after 23-59 and talked for awhile before sleeping. in the morning, we all got ready to go sailing for 3hrs to an off shore island. the journey was so much better than the hike altho some got splinters cus of the oars. than the two teams, dynamo and fox trot played at the sea before starting our camp fire. for the first time, we had proper cooked food out in the wild, and later on we shared all our reflections. it was chaooooo heart warming thanks sian!
in the morning, we sailed back and the sun was ultraaa hot. hah, at first i sailed with luke but later on i was so tired i just sat at the front helping emei, and resting too.
When we finally reached, we were super excited because we could finally meet the other two teams! after day2, the 4 teams split apart and my team with dynamo did the hiking first while the other 2teams went for sailing first. we all hugged and washed up before having lunch. for the first time! there was coke&sprite! raaar. than we went to pack all the tents,utensils and items we brought for hiking inside the cage.
we had certificate presentation, and by 6 we all left our bunks and gathered at the assembly area. everyone took photos with each other and it was just super cool cus the 48of us, plus our trainers, mr ganesan, and mdm toh was like one big big family.
we all then headed back to singaporeeee.. and we reached fairfield at about 1am today morning. had a debrief and headed home! everyonee misses ob sabah, and i PERSONALLY feel OB sabah was really an experience of a life time. a veryvery unforgettable one!

special thank-you to
instructors johnny and sebastian for enduring our COUNTLESS ' JOHNNY WHEN ARE WE REACHING ' , grumbling and laziness. when we woke up later , you all had already started the fire for us. many things you left for us to do, so that it would make us even more independant, and we only recognized it after reflecting. raaaaar you two are great lah! :D

wesley, you know you have been a super super great help lah. it's like we never talked face to face till this trip and we hung out so so much! your stupid ' NOW AH ' ' THEN WHEN ' with amar liangfu and the rest always makes all of laugh. and i think you turned around so much during the hike till your head hurts lah. you help me so much ok! carry my tent sheet, my slippers, track pants, help me cross the river, walking in front of me to give me a helping hand etc etc. raar you totally rocked ok and like what mr g said, the other side of you really really came out alot during this whole trip. you MAN!

cuifen&gina you two have really been God sent ppl to make this trip so much more enjoyable cus it wld never have been as fun without the both of you! it's just great spending so much fun with you all, and having serious heart talks at the same time. and altho we 3 are all very different in personalities, we can click very well and all and i really feel sooooooo blessed to have the both of you as my friends :))))))))))))) raaaar! besides all the fun and all, we can also always count on one an other when we're down and share our probs cus we all help each other spiritually. i really lovee you two so much lah. there's just so much joy being with you all and obs sabah wld NEVER have been the same without you two. so yehh love you :)

shuszee, you are my sunshine! my only sunshineeeee! we went thru thick and thin together. shaking, shivering under the tent esp duringe the first night. and talking into the night, sharing about our lifes and all. you've been a great companion singing songs and your strong will to perservere till the very very very end! i love you sushi! and dont worry alright? we won't drift or anything cus we're friends till the very very very end. :)

sian, for being the muscle women in the group, doing all the dirty work which alot of us were unwilling to do! you are really great man - withstanding the cold, leeches, soil, mud, weather etc etc. Lending a helping hand to whoever that needs it, and your ghost stories at the beach! raaaaaar. we all wont forget how much swear you put making the chicken, egg and vege during the sailing trip. and you're always near me motivating me to go on and on. you've been a great great inspiration to me friend! (:

Alvin,thanks for being such a supportive group leader encouraging the team on with your super super zao sia songs :D hahaha but it really motivates us to go on, and you always keep the team going with high spiritis cus of your enthusiasm. your willing to do so many things others are unwilling to do, and as our group leader you have really done alot alot alot of us :D thanks for lending a helping hand and for being such a spontatneous person :D raaaar you did a superb job leading the team. :D

i need to go now, photos and more thank-yous later :D

SOP
I LOVE OB SABAH :)

2006-04-26T17:32:00.000+08:00

I LOVE SOPHIA LIM HUI XING!

BUT I LOVE GOD EVEN MORE!!

thank you God for being there for me!! thank you God that soap could come and say what you wanted me to hear! to be your messenger! cause i couldn't be comforted by anyone! thank you! AMEN! =b

NETTE!

2006-04-21T20:26:00.000+08:00

Iced Tea in summer /Hot chocolate in winter /A sip of coconut juice in a resort / Roastin marshmallows by the pit / Swinging in the park / A star-studded sky / Sunday afternoon naps / Friday night's out / A conversation with a good friend / Couch potato for the day / Dancing in the streets / Midnight rides / Photo taking frenzy /A date with your best friend / Parched floors & sorching sun / Rainbow appearing after a rain / A full moon one night / Day's work-out at the gym / Fury cushion chair / Soft toys on the bed / Ice cream when you're numb / A smile wherever you go / Brushing your teeth with colgate / Printing out important dorcuments / Crying yourself to sleep / A heart shattered to pieces / A good day on the trek / Singing in a choir of ninety / Suntanning on the beach / Lining up to go inside an amusement park / Renting favourite videos & watching them through the night .

The Above were just RANDDDDDDDOM!

been ages since've blogged :) summary of everything... sports day level champions :) had afew bad days this week &cried abit, but things just go so much better later cus of God.

Amy May Pryke 's new name is MARIA & Joanna Han's new name is CITY/CITI! it's been fun hanging out with dawnchoosaimariaciti. i love the maids&babys!

imy hazel&sulin anihoos :D friday nights always su! mailed haze, rarr.

not doing too well in studdies, :/ but i pay attention in class! lalalaaa, starting to like choir. sabah obs in bout a week's. class sold ice cream today, i love % KISS GOODBYE, & i want to download maria's hp song when you call her cell.

ahhhh, essentials afew times since the last entry &towned quite abit. with the seven dwarfs, maple&chris respectively. doing some rNd stuffies &we're going to an ostrich farm in mlysia. doing surveys nowadays. that's alil bit of the stuffies going on,

and most impt i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeee GOD , always and forever

SOP

2006-03-31T21:28:00.000+08:00

wo zhi shi xiang yao yi xie feng guang,
he yong bao ni de xi yang ;

last friday , was the concert at acs barker and altoes totally went off tune at our last song & many people cried ):
on monday , went to holland-V with chrisyeo, dawnae, choo, ruth, amy &daddy to get han&bel's present!
on tuesday , it was JO HAN&BEL CHUA'S birthday! &after school, choo, dawn, daddy, siewyi, han& i went to essential brews at holland-V to celeb han's bday! it was really really fun with all the photo-taking and surprise we put up for han! we smuggled billy in to surprise her& reaaaaaly had a great time pranking her,singing her bday song, &just fooling around.
on wednesday, stayed back with dawn,choo&amy for awhile! before going to chris's house for latee lunch.
on thursday, studied with daaady, ruthpiggy& amy till six plus&saw alt of unexpected things. lunch with siewyi, choo, dawn, amy, julien, han&ruth was funfunfun! we were acting like secondary one retards i guess :D
todaaay, i was sent out of english class for 5mins for NOT GREETING MISS WONG CHUN HEI :/raaaar, nevrmind :D

really really eventful weeek& it's been chaochaochao! fun hanging out with han,choo,pryke& dawnaee, sooo

DAWWWWWNE: woah myno.1 baby! HAHAHA, she me? don't be so emotional already alright! i'm suppose to be the crybaby and you the muscle lady ok, so stop crying ok! roar! :D this week has really really seemed to me like you're in my class lah, and i always look forward in looking for 3a to ' dawnaeee' you! we're on the same boat ok? just don't think too much, you KNOW you can always gimme a ring&send me those emo texts for me to keep ;) i love you dawnae! you're a really really great confidant. ps; now you're going ' SHE ME ' lrh right!

AMMMMY: raar! now i'm not so confident at winning for the movie game cus you can steal my title any moment! ( not that i have any title lah ) anyway thanks ammmmy, your long long words of wisdom really help to cheer me up∧ lift my spirits cus like i was really quite lost in mood since weds and you're constant ' sop sop, you got to ....... ' really just encourages me lah. hahaha we're gona be growing together in our spiritual walk this year yahhh. got your back tagged, niggger! love you ammmy, im SO glad i met you. :D

HAAAAAN: i'm so glad my injection doesn't hurt anymore hannny han. you ah, stop pushing me! hahahah, thank you&you for entertaining me like crazy in class the past few days and you ppl really really brighten my day up by like 100000000% k. chaochao fun to hang ar'd with you miss HAIRRY mo jojojojojojo! &your continuous ' cheer up k ' everytime i was sad this week, hitting of my back saying ' stupid lim! ' &just everything. raaaaar, im so glad i've come to 3b,and part of the reason is cus im glad ive made such a nice hairry mojjojo like you! rar,just joking :D lurrbe lurrbe `euu worex!

CHOOOOO: hahaha we're on the same boat, same boat!! but how come yours is the best situation. GO FOR IT CHOO. we'll be supporting you. altho, we've only started hanging out this week, its chao easy to CLICK with you lah, hit it off man! and i like your shoes, i raaaaly do. hahaha i find it so easy to just tell you things, cus i jus feel that connection. raaaaar raaaar. team up more, than we can imitate ANNY-OOOO 's actions and responses more! hahahahaha, ok? ok ah!

RUTH PIGGY : altho we've not hung out much this week, we still catch up everytime we meet and update each other,& piggggy your so understanding laaaah! hahahaah really one of the most understanding ppl i have come across :D all the best with ellie oook! :D she's a good girl! hahahaa ill always be there for you ok piggy!

SOP(:

2006-03-26T01:00:00.000+08:00

this feelings - i want to always remember.
the feeling that when you're at your all time low, there's someone there for you.
now i've just realised the wonders of being a Christian.
the relationship with God is one so awesome that i really can't describe it.

when no one's there for you;
when your feelings can no longer be expressed through words;
He's the one i turned to.
He understood.

all i did was shut my eyes.
i could feel Him.
He's here.
He's SO real.
So so real.
He was just sitting in front og me, looking at me with concern.
He was the one who let me cry on His shoulder without saying a single word;
understand, empathizing, lifting me up.

this feeling - is worth remembering for the rest of my lifetime.

thank you Daddy. i love you.

<3 NETTE

2006-03-21T18:49:00.000+08:00

Lord, i need Your grace and mercy
i need to pray like never before

just been thinking about the past.
it's so weird, but it now seems so vague and far away.
i'm starting to judge again. i just can't get it out.
it's so FRIGGING irritating.
and i can't stop swearing again.

Lord, i wanna change, i REALLY do. please help me. just give me the strength, sustain me. Amen.

He really did so much for me.
in the 40DoP, we're supposed to question ourselves:
Will this make God smile?
Will it please Him?
i realise that if i ask myself that question 50 times a day, i'll probably get a 'yes' about 10 times out of the 50?
but STILL He's so loving and merciful and He made miracles happen for me.
i realise that, but am i ACTUALLY doing anything about it?

Lord, i realise my faults, and i'm coming before you now once again to ask for forgiveness. in Jesus' name, i am forgiven. Amen.

why is it that i'm so different now?
why do i have to change?
why are there so many judgemental people?
why do i have to be ONE of them?
geez man. i'm feed up with all these crap. i'm feed up with who i am now.
i want the old annette back.

on a happier note, i haven't drifted from God. or at least, i don't think so. i still feel very supported, and i trust in Him. i'm happy too, that THINGS ARE OKAY! we're just like friends now, and i guess i'm glad of that. i can't take too much sappy stuff. gets me off the mood sometimes. ahahah. ^^; think friendship's MOST IMPORTANT as a base, eh? =b

i'll end of with something sophia told me sometime back last year.
"friendship often ends with love, but love in friendship; never."
think it's pretty true. think about it. =b

nette!!

2006-03-17T15:40:00.000+08:00

AMBROSE HSU,
XU SHAO YANG D:
Household name ~ LEO!
turning 30th this october):
STARRED IN - lavender(: dolphin's bay, flower fragrance movie & lots others.
*i'm just giving the main highlights of him that i like about,
SELF COMPOSED ; Xing Fu De Shun Jian & Singer of 2-3 albums.
Sang the theme song of lavender!
Born in Hong Kong,studied in New York, acting career started in Taiwan

{ He sang the theme song xing fu de shun jian, and cried 4 times during the recording & cause this song was written for his ex girl friend who left him after he got accepted to star in Lavender. She left him cause she did not want to be a burden to him. She had quite her job at hong kong to come over to look after him while he was in acting classes. Thus when he become a famous actor, he wanted her to share the succeess he acheived in his first show which turned out to be a bit hit - Lavender!

Thus, he cried lots during the recording because the lyrics reminded him of his girlfriend. His eyes were swollen, and the director had to beg him not to put too much emotions into the song, as his feelings always took a toll on him. He really felt sad that his girlfriend had left him, and wanted her to be with him! }

he's come a super long way & you can see he's a super nice person cause he really was very emotional for his girlfriend D: rwaaaaar! & he's multi-talented, modelling, singing, and acting. Famous for singing & acting,he's acted in movies tooo! rwaaaaaar - i admire ambrose hsu so much!

His songs are reaaaaly great too - I really wna meet him man. ): really really! I'm going to buy his album, it's a must

SOP

2006-03-17T15:25:00.000+08:00

Wei ni da kai shi jian de shuo,
rang ai zhi you bu bei da shu fu.
Shi gu guo ye zheng zha guo;
xing rang tong nian guo -
-Composed ; Ambrose Hsu, Xu Shao Yang.

AMBROSE HSU - Starring in lavender. watched that serial in primary 6& watched the serial twice again - raaaar cried so much D: i'm gona buy lavender 2, which is a movie of2.5hrs lrh!

DEVIL BESIDE YOU ~ rocks. I watched it for 49 hours altgr D: and watched the whole series 5 times. { mike he & rainie yang } raaaaar - i'm totally in love with it. i've got all their songs, 34 pictures, hp tune &checked up all the posi websites.

So far,i've not touched my homework & i've been crazy over those two serials, devil beside you, and lavender! they're the hits of the hols! D:
this looks like an advert for both the serials - BUT IT'S SO WORTH A WATCH, and many drops of tears. :D

SOP

2006-03-16T07:37:00.000+08:00

it's thursday.
halfway through the hols, and i'm not even done with the simplest of maths sums. i said that i wouldn't play and i would work this time round, didn't i? but i haven't been doing that. this time, i think i messed up my own life.

what with
homework not done,
skipping quiet time,
mum ignoring,
dad nagging, and
HIM.
oh gosh. him.

it was the FIRST time someone ever liked him back, for GOODNESS sake! now you just had to go and do THIS and screw all things around! things were SO perfect! it was a WHOLE BIG MISUNDERSTANDING, you IDIOT. i can't believe you! why do you always have to do this?! think everything's just gonna be fine and dandy now? you REALLY think so? just LOOK at him! everything's starting to change already! LOOK at YOU! you're torn, messed up, and whisked away by the wind! what happened to the person i KNOW?! you just feel like breaking down almost everytime now, don't you? what is THAT? when are you going to WAKE UP and STOP all these nonsense?!
Father, PLEASE give me the strength, bring me through, be with me now, when i'm facing this, when i need you. PLEASE don't draw away to test me, okay. i need someone there for me now. and can't you see i'm doing this all for you? please, dad. Please. Amen.
nette
stab and a knife through me and just get it over with, wouldn't you?

2006-03-08T13:15:00.002+08:00

I went to school
& had a headache
&had a great hearty time with Amy
& took pictures with theee 3bgirls
&amp;went to dover with the 8 of them
;bel,amy,han,rayna,ruth,char& daaady
&dadddy, cheer up!
& went to chinatown
&came down with a fever
&joanna and billy sent me all the way to cleementi
&han's really sweet D: thankk youu haan-ey!
&i talked to dawn again
&i skipped school today cause i'm STILL sick D:

it was fun hanging out with the 7 girls D:
SOP

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
sulin&luke ( 1stmarch )
joelynn ( 6thmarch )
rather late lah, but better than nothing D:

2006-03-06T10:17:00.000+08:00

i walk by faith and not by what i see;
God works in mysterious ways, and i trust Him

i am SO thankful that i have God this year. haven't to cope with so many things at once is near impossible for someone like me. yep. this year i have someone else to REALLY support me and guide me through. it's so weird, it'slike i'm REALLY speaking to Him, cause answers come back. in the form of songs, or thoughts.. they just tell me what to do. am i right to trust it's from God? my friend told me not to worry, but. even though i've been praying a lot, i've been skipping quiet time. things had been so hectic.

gosh. so many thing's been happening. I FEEL SO STRESSED OUT!! I'M GOING NUTS! my mum picked the MOST PERFECT TIMING TO START RENOVATING THE HOUSE, and I'M FAILING!! i just wanna die and get things over with. >.<

daddy, bring me through like how you always do. Amen.

NETTE

2006-03-05T21:36:00.000+08:00

Don't lie so don't even try,
and tell me your not the guy.
I've been waiting all my life -
for someone just like you ;
You're it, you're the ultimate - you ;

Good things are meant waiting for. I'll wait for that special day. God will help me through this. I'm sure of it. If it's really not meant to be, than it won't be - but at least give it a shot right? Cause you ' never know. D:

SOP

2006-03-04T20:26:00.000+08:00

she grew up in california,
big dreams they tend to hold you there ;
now she's building cardboard
castles in the air/

there's a man in new york city
skylines no longer pretty,
bound by destination anywhere

Dawn, I really wana tell you i love you so much alright. (: I can't guarantee everything is going to turn out the way you want it, but i can gaurantee that everything is going to turn out the best alternative for you. Things may not go your way, because God has plans to prosper you, not to harm you. I'll always be there for you, text me anytime ok! I really love those late phone calls we've had, plus yesterday's 3 hours of heart-talk. We'll keep praying okD:
Dawnae, even if the whole world doesn't love you ( *which is 100%impossible ) , i'll love you, forever. God too.
-

This week of school was great, and nothing went wrong/D:
I really don't wana lose my sense of direction again, and go off-key.(:
Don't want to be wagged up again! :/
Sometimes i just get confused and all mixed up again, and i can't handle my emotions well enough /I just don't wana drown myself in self-sorrow like before.DDDD:
I don't want to think so much - just leave it as a happy memory.<3>Can i really just please move on?:D

Lord, please help me cause you have ' plans to prosper me, not to harm me' -
SOP.

2006-03-04T12:42:00.000+08:00

HEYLOW!! ahaha. woah. sophia posted so much already! i've been REEEEALLY busy lar!! school's so hectic. heh. but i guess life's been okay. i'm SOOOO happy! the DWARFS rock man! aahahaha. i was like, SO HIGH yesterday, and during recess, the WHOLE canteen could hear me!! heh. i'm just bored now, so i'm typing random crap.

LALALA!! =b

oh yeah.
LINCOLN TAN STILL OWES ME A DOLLAR TEN!!

heh. well, i guess that's ONE way of reminding people. =b YAY!! going fer cell later! REALLY happy!! =b

IT'S A HAPPY DAY!
<3 nette.

2006-02-27T16:48:00.000+08:00

imy sulin!haha what have you been up to?
signed out of school today
- thaaaankyouu grls for helping me D:
i better get my priorities right again
&start studying hard/

sopD:
you my rejuge i stand*

2006-02-26T20:01:00.000+08:00

look at this post from the nineteenth of sep,last yr.

"&i actually said that i really
want to have nth to do with the dood, so that
i can like really move on.
but i learnt, that forgiving is not about
sorta FORGIVING and then PURPOSELY dont have anything to do with the dood.
forgiving is to forget about THE unhappy past
which caused me to be hurt.
to forgive her/him for hurting me.
and i forgave.
i prayed to have a higher endurance level too.
so that i wont get hurt so easily too(:
so im gona forgive, and not pretend i dont know __
not gona ACT like we're friends.
cause if we're really friends, we shldnt even be acting.
just takes things easy lrh.
natural natural easy easy.
if things cant work out, its
God's will.
but all i know is that
God wants me to fogive and forget that unhappy past.
thats what a true christian shd do(:
im not gona move on, by purposely NOT BEING _'S FRN.
i gota move on, the right way.
we will and are friends.
it doesn't matter how much pl hurt me,
cause it's really how i handle them.
cause i cant expect things to always be laid out on the table
nice and easy for me.
i've always been leaning on others for support.
this time, i gota do things myself.
this whole big thing really affected me alot.
made me cry so many days,
wasting my tears too.
i wont say im silly actually.
i just cldnt understand why it was like that.
well, i do now.
and i really cannot just pretend that _'s doesn't exist.
i gota make do with the consequences, not pretend.
God will help me out(:
like what tessa said in her blog
'i've moved on from the past, but that does
not mean i've forgotten the past '
i've not forgtten the past, but
by forgiving, i'll not
grieve over the past(:"

but sometimes,
you can just get hurt by thinking of the past.
sometimes,
you can never accept,
and get over what has happened.
sometimes,
you can't accept that
you cant change what's going on.
somtimes,
you can't accept that,
it's not the same as before.
somtimes,
deep inside nothing changes.

sometimes.(:

sop<3

2006-02-25T22:01:00.000+08:00

foreboding& vague

today was great! went ice skating with six dwarfs and kelvyn and jermyn and alex ong! it was SUPER fun man! and i wanna do it again sometime!! then we went to play arcade at clementi! ahahah. so fun man! wish all saturdays could be this fun, eh? =b morefunwithouther(?)

skipped cell again. not really very good. but it's fellowship. so i GUESS it's okay. >.< GUESS.

don't feel like blogging much. so toodles.

nette >.<
takemeaway;
don't want this feeling to stayyy...

2006-02-25T20:49:00.000+08:00

bitter sweet memories last long(:
sop<3

prrryke!heloo mama,are you ok.cheer up!(:

2006-02-24T14:57:00.000+08:00

ahahah. i never really said anything about the outing, but here. ripped it off yulian's blog!@ very funny!! =b

later, went to tiong bahru, eat kfc with soap nette hwee eng and xi xi . 5 of us. then kelyvn asked whether we wanted to watch movie with them. so ok lor. but then hwee eng got to go for tuition. then also dunno why she like not happy like that lor. we went to buy tickets then we made the ticket aunty very confused. then we went back to look for kelyvn jerome alex and jermine. then we told them that we lost their tickets and only have ours. they snatched away our tickets and ran away. we started to chase them around the shopping mall. its was chao fun lor. haha. then later they returned us only 2 tickets. then they actually believed that we lost their tickets. but then in the end we returned the tickets and they retuened our ticketsthen we had a negoiation to the sitting arrangement in the cinema. cause we watched the fog, so none of the girls wanted to sit at the corner. we had a really funny negociation. there was a lot of boy boy girl girl girl girl boy boy, boy boy boy boy girl girl girl girl, girl boy boy boy boy girl, girl boy girl boy girl boy girl boy . then annette was laughing cause it souned so funny. hahahathen we , as girls who are always smarter than boys, went into the theater first and we asked the guy to tear the tickets slower for the guys. haha but then the boys are just so stuborn. they went to sit at some other sits. and know what i said, i said " just hope that its full, then they would have to sit one the floor. " haha, so evil!!! then annette started to "cry". and soap was like so crazy. jumping up and down. but in the end they came sat next to us as in boy boy girl girl girl girl boy boy. when the movie just started for like 2 mins, soap and annette was the first to scream. why, cause a hand came out of the sea . hahaha. it was so funny hearing soap and nnette screaming like that. haha. then the girls was all like using our bags to cover our eyes. haha. the guys were so evil la, they were all laughing at us lor. hmph!!! then kelyvn said" sophia paid 9.50 to do this(use her bag to cover her face)!"hahathen the adventure of the boys ended there.and don feel like typing anymore. so im not going to tell you the adventure of the girls. ok. bye bye

so retarded lar, today. we call were talking in this topsy-turvy language and totally confused ourselves man. =b heh. it's SOOOO fun!! T.T sophia!! i miss you man!! T.T so long didn't talk to you properly already!! are we still meeting to run this saturday? =b heh. it's gb now! and i'm blogging!! i'm a very bad girl!! ^^;

2006-02-21T18:15:00.000+08:00

can everything be replayed over and over again from last year. than i would have known earlier & do the right things. i miss 2b. i love 2b.

sop.

2006-02-19T13:41:00.000+08:00

my heart aches fer them.

T.T nette

2006-02-18T21:56:00.000+08:00

hold me in your arms
never let me go
i wanna spend eternity with you
and now that you're near
everything is different
everything's so different Lord
i know i'm not the same
my life you've changed
i wanna be with you
i wanna be with you

you're all i need
JESUS you're all i need

daddy, i really need you now. everything's just so empty. so so empty inside. i was okay just now. i don't know what's happening. everything's so pressurizing. from the most unexpected sources. be my escape, dad. be my shelter and my strength. i need you now. i really do.

heh. ran today, cross country. 48th position. not bad har? haha. sophia was so proud of me. and i was screaming like siao when i heard she was fourth. congrats us!

then went out with the four guys and the five other dwarfs. hwee eng went home early. watched to fog. gosh man. it's so scary lar. the story itself in an overall is sweet and nice. but the sound effects - can't stand it. yeah. had a lot of fun. we ran around playing catching in the shopping center lar. wa lao. =]

nette.
nothingseemstobeworking-thisemptinessinside.

2006-02-18T20:39:00.000+08:00

hahahaha!im really happy D:i got fourth for cross country! ohman i really owe this all to my friends who encouraged me like crazy :D and most importantly, thank you GOD GOD GOD GOD!

<3sop

2006-02-17T16:59:00.000+08:00

woah!annette's posted so much, wheras i've posted soo little D:
3b's created a blog. thank you kennedy!vincent!edmund!kenny! and sinlih! for making it D: www.3B-06.blogspot.com

tomorrow's CROSS COUNTRY.a little scared now, i want to get better than pos10.don't know if i can make it man. pray to God for his help&guidance.:D

SOPD:

2006-02-17T01:05:00.000+08:00

gah. i can literately feel my heart thumping and jumping around in the same spot. i don't know.. is it coming back? i don't wanna like anyone. i told you so many times right? i'm scared. i know i'll be distracted, and i'll be hurt. you yourself said that you'd prefer me this way, cause i'm not hurt, and usually happy.

but everytime i think of him leaning against the signboard waiting for me, my heart leaps again. i know he didn't go cycling in the rain just for me. he did that cause his friend asked him to. but everytime i think of him, my heart smiles inside! oh gosh. let's just hope this is another one of my "short time things". T.T soap!! help! oh gosh. i sound so sick right?!

just finished my english. gonna do my maths and ss revision in a bit. don't wanna slack anymore!! >.< sigh. sophia!! what happened to you yesterday?! i called you SO MANY TIMES lar!!

=s nette.

2006-02-15T22:09:00.000+08:00

when the oceans rise and thunders roar
i will soar with you above the storm
Father you are King over the flood
i will be still and know you're God

dunno why. but this song encouraged me A LOT.

and today marks the day when i
HAD THE BEST 3.2 KM TIMING!! =b
so happy mans! cause i know it was God who brought me through. i really felt like vomiting, but there was just this THING in my head tell me not to give up.

the physical body is NOTHING. just know you're doing this for God. you know you are. continue running. your pain's for a few minutes. Jesus spent more than JUST DAYS when He was being tortured.

and that was really what ultimately helped me to the end lar. it was a miracle man. and the last 100m, i sprinted, and sophia said that i was even faster than her, cause she wouldn't have anymore energy to sprint that last part!! =b i love today! =b

and heh heh! SOPHIA!! YOU SAID YOU'D CALL ME BACK!! WA LAO! =b

oh wells, promised SOMEONE that i'll do my homework. so i'll go now and do it like a good lil girl should. =b ttfn! =b

2006-02-15T01:00:00.000+08:00

like,
HAPPY BELATED VALENTINES' DAY, PEOPLE!! =b

MUAHAHAHAHAH!! I'M LIKE, SO HAPPY NOW!! SUPER HYPER MAN! I'VE GOTTA HAPPY DAY!! I RECEIVE SO MANY PRESENTS AND LOVE!! MUACKS! =b

TODAY HAS BEEN EXTREMELY EVENTFUL!!! IT'S SO STUPID MAN! AHAHHAA. I HAD A LOT, AND I MEAN A LOT OF FUN TODAY!! =b
i just wish i can stop this whole judging thing. it's really getting to me. i'm feeling so influenced! crapper. sophia! HELP!!! T.T

OKAY, LET'S LIKE, START FROM THE TOP!! =b

UMM.. I'M VERY HAPPY! I WOKE UP EARLY AGAIN TODAY, AND I REACHED SCHOOL EARLIER THAT HWEE ENG!!! MUAHAHAHHA!! I'M EVIL!! =b NIWAYS, I GAVE LIKE, FION THE FIRST VALENTINE'S DAY HUG!! =b LIKE, FION, BE HONOURED!! A LOT OF PEOPLE WANT ME OKAY! =b AHAHAH. NO LAR. KIDDING. THEN!! DAWN AND CHOO AND SIEW YI AND JOANNA AND SOPHIA LU SO NICE!!! AHAHHA. I GAVE THEM ALL HUGS AND CHOO AND DAWN GAVE ME V.DAY PREZZIES!! I'M SOOOOOOOOOO TOUCHED!! =b HEH. I'M GONNA SUFFER FROM HYPERTENTION SOON, I THINK. ^^; YEP YEP. THEN THE SEVEN DWARFS STARTED EXCHANGING GIFTS IN THE COURTYARD! =b IT'S SUCH A NICE PLACE TO BE. I'M SOOOOOOOO GRATEFUL THAT WE GOT MR PANG! HEH. LOVE HIS CLASSROOM. ONE O THE BEST CLASSROOMS MAN. =b I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE THE SEVEN DWARFS!!! [and i'm sorry i lost my temper just now, christabel. i honestly didn't mean it. i'm kinda short of tempers lately. please please PLEASE forgive me!! >.<] i love love love sophia!! =b [sophia, be HONOURED! =b you are SO priviledged man! =b]

THEN THEN THEN
WE HAD ASSEMBLY!! I CAN JUST IMAGINE WHAT WILL BECOME OF THE CHAPEL BAND AFTER I LEAVE MAN. I MEAN, WE'RE ALREADY SHORT ON PEOPLE! SIGH. I JUST CAN'T QUIT ON THEM LIKE THAT!! SIGH. I'VE GOTTA MANAGE MY TIME PROPERLY. NO MORE SLEEPING IN CLASS!! I CAN'T KEEP DOING THAT TO MY TEACHERS LAR! AND HOMEWORK! OH MY GOSH! HOMEWORK! MANO AND GAN'RE GONNA KILL ME!! I'M DOING IT LATER. I DON'T CARE! [RIGHT. I WENT TOTALLY OFF TOPIC. LET'S GET BACK ON.] ^^; RIGHT. ER..
MR PANG (CHINESE)
UMM.. YEP! STILL HAVE LIKE, ONE MOUNTAIN OF HOMEWORK WITH I HAVE NEITHER DONE NOR PASSED UP. SOMEONE PLEASE TURN BACK TIME FER ME! T.T
MR GANNY! (MATHS)
HOOOOYEAH. I HAVE LIKE, SO MUCH HOMEWORK HAVEN- WAIT. WHY AM I TALKING ABOUT HOMEWORK NOW?! CRAP. THAT'S MY CONSCIENCE BUGGING ME. FINE! SHEESH. I'LL FINISH THIS STUPID ENTRY, AND THEN GO FINISH MY HOMEWORK BEFORE I SLEEP, CAN?! THANK YOU.

HEH. ENGLISH LESSON'S A PAINFUL EXPIRENCE FER A POOR INNOCENT SOUL LIKE ME!!

FIRST OF ALL, LINCOLN WAS TORTURING ME THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE TWO HOURS!! =b [lincoln!! you hear that?!] AND MANO WAS LIKE, SCOLDING ME FER LINCOLN'S EVIL DEED!! HMPH! SO UNFAIR MAN! BUT LIKE, SHE'S REALLY VERY NICE LAR. CAUSE I STILL OWE HER HOMEWORK FER LIKE, MORE THAN THREE WEEKS ALREADY, AND SHE JUST GAVE ME YET ANOTHER WARNING ONLY TODAY! SHE'S SO SO SOOO NICE. LIKE, REALLY. [victoria's right. her bark is worse than her bite. =b thanks miss mano! =b] YEAH. BUT I SURVIVED THIS HORRIBLY PAINFUL ORDEAL. =b SO IT'S OKAY! I HAD FUN TOO OKAY! WENXI AND I WERE LIKE MEDDLING AROUND WITH THE STUPID ANTI-DRUG PLEDGE THING. WE TOTALLY RIPPED IT OFF THE SINGAPORE PLEDGE! LOL! LIKE, SORRY, BUT WE DIDN'T MAKE FUN OF IT. LIKE, SERIOUSLY. SO DON'T SUE ME. IT'S SERIOUSLY NOT GONNA WORK. =b

AND LIKE, TAHDAHDAHDAHHHHH!! MR GANNY DIDN'T COME TODAY! SO WE KINDA HAD A FREE PERIOD. IT'S LIKE, SERIOUSLY A GOOD THING. CAUSE I WAS NEAR DEATH. =b BUT EXTREMELY HYPER STILL! GO ASK THE FOUR DWARFS. I'M LIKE, NUTS TODAY MAN! ^^; THEN LIT!! OH. MY. GOSH!!!!!!!!! I'M LIKE, SO SCARED LAR!!! I DON'T WANNA FAIL LIT!!! IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE MY BEST SUBJECT!! AND I DIDN'T STUDY!! I DIDN'T EXPECT HER TO GIVE US ON THE SPOT LIKE THAT!! I WROTE EVERYTHING IN THE TEST BASED ON MY MEMORY!! LIKE THAT'S GONNA WORK?!!!! T,T I AM SO SCREWED!! T.T BUT AIYAH, WHO CARES! IT'S NOT THE TIME TO SULK. I JUST HAVE TO WORK HARDER THE NEXT TIME ROUND, RIGHT? =b

HEH HEH. R&D WAS LIKE ALSO A FREE PERIOD LAR. LIKE THE TEACHER COULDN'T CONTROL THE CLASS. AND WENXI AND DORCAS AND HWEE ENG AND PAULINE AND I WERE JUST TALKING CRAP LOR. BUT IT WAS FUN. HEH. I LIKE THE NAME "THINKING CAP". I THINK WE'RE GONNA USE THAT. =b SO STUPID. I WAS THINKING ABOUT "PHWAD" (pronounced f-wh-a-ddd) ^^; [reminder: check initials =b] LALALA. AND I WAS CRAPPING AROUND LAR. HEH.
hey hey. pray fer hwee eng, okay? like during the lesson, apparently she suddenly got very unhappy and she tells me she's going through a tough time, but she doesn't wanan tell anyone about it. it's so weird. pray that she wouldn't keep things bottled up, and that she'd you know, relieve a bit of her burdens, cause she stressed herself a lot.

OH YEAH. I CAN'T BELIEVE I FORGOT TO MENTION THIS!! PRAY FER A BABY WHO HAS MAPLE SYRUP ER.. ILLNESS, I THINK. AIYAH, READ THE STUPID NEWSPAPER THAT THEY GIVE US EVERY WEEK LAR. HE'S REALLY VERY POOR THING! AND THERE'S A HIGH CHANCE HE'LL RECOVER, SO, PRAY!! =b

I THINK LEARNING STYLE ANALYSIS ROCKS THE MOST LAR! I CAN'T BELIEVE I ACTUALLY WANTED TO PON IT IN THE FIRST PLACE! IT'S SOOOOOOO FUN!! AND THE THREE DWARFS WHO WENT GOT THE TOP SCORE OF THE FIFTEEN PEPOPLE WHO WENT! =b OH YEAH!! YOU KNOW SOMETHING? THE TEACHER WANTED US TO THROW SMALL PAPER BALLS INTO PLASTIC CUPS TO GET 15 POINTS. ANYMORE ANYLESS, NO SCORE, KINDA RULE. AND GUESS WHAT?!!! =b
I SCORED EXACTLY FIFTEEN POINTS!!!
HONESTLY, I HAVE TO THANK SOPHIA TOO. CAUSE OF BASKETBALL! =b THANKS SOAP! =b LALALA.

HAHA. THEN SO STUPID! AFTER EVERYTHING HWEE ENG WANTED TO FIND SOMEONE TO GET HER BIRTHDAY PRESENT, THEN WE WENT ROUND THE WHOLE SCHOOL TO FIND. SOPHIA AND CHRISTABEL AND WENJUN ALSO JOINED US FER LUNCH, AND AHAHAHA. HAD SO MUCH FUN! DORCAS AND I ARE LIKE, SUPER EVIL, HEH. WE KEPT ON TEASING WENJUN AND HWEE ENG!! AHAHAH!! SO FUN!! =b OH YEAH. THEN I TOLD MR CHUA KIM BOON THAT THEY WERE DATING, AND HE PLAYED ALONG!! LOL!! I UNTIL NOW ALSO FEEL LIKE LAUGHING TO DEATH MAN!! OH OH OH!! THEN DORCAS AND I HAVE SUCH CONVINCING ACTING!!! =b AHAHAHA. WE TRICKED HWEE ENG THAT THE EVIL PERSON WRAPPED A REAL LIVING THING IN A BOX, AND FORGOT TO POKE HOLES IN IT, SO IT MIGHT DIE! THEN WE KEEP ON ASKING HER TO HOLD THE BOX PROPERLY - WHICH IS, BY THE WAY, UPERLY TIRING, CAUSE THE BOX WAS LIKE, HALF HER HEIGHT? =b - AND THEN SHE DID!! SO FUN!! AHAHA. THEN SHE CALLED DORCAS LATER AND TOLD DORCAS THAT SHE FOUND OUT THAT IT WAS A PRANK AND SHE WAS LIKE, SCREAMING IN THE CAR WHEN SHE WAS OPENING THE PRESENT, BECAUSE SHE REALLY BELIEVED US. SHE'S REALLY CUTE SOMETIMES MAN!! =b AHAHHA. LALALA!! =b

WAIT! THAT'S NOT THE END! HEH. I KNOW MY BLOG POST IT LIKE, CHAO JI WU DI LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG, BUT I HAD A FANTASCALICIOUS DAY! AND I WANNA WRITE EVERYTHING DOWN! HEH. IF YOU DON'T WANNA READ LIKE, CAN JUST CLOSE THE PAGE. NO ONE'S STOPPING YOU!! =b

YEP YEP! I WENT THE PLAY BADMINTON AND CYCLE AND TALK AND PLAY WITH XIAOYAN, KAI HAWK(?) [is that how you spell his name? ^^; sorry kai!!], BENEDICT AND DENNIS. HEH. LALALA. SO FUNNNNNNN!! XIAOYAN IS LIKE, SUPER UPER DUPERLY NICE!! =b YEP, THAT ABOUT CONCLUDES MY DAY. *TAKES A BOW AND WALKS OFF STAGE*

OH YEAH. *POPS BACK UP* TTFN! =b *DISAPPEARS*

=b nette
xoxo
aye, soap, you okay not? and i wanna call you! but i reached home at like, nearly ten thirty?! T.T when can we go out again?! jogging leh?

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WHEN THINGS GO VERY WRONG, JUST SMILE&PRETEND EVERYTHING'S ALRIGHT. TMRW'S GONA BE SUCH A ~~WONDERFUL~~ DAY. I SOOOOO LOOK FORWARD TO IT.

<3sop

sunday

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hahaha no lrh, cause i think blogs are just for writing and all.dont needa be so loud&all. (: i think {acsintl}is quite a nice school lrh, peeps are kinda friendly& all. anihoos,went for cell today.i think isabel helped me talk to ringo bout playing drums.i suckkat them!really wna learn D:

anyhoos HAPPY {early/on time/belated}BIRTHDAY
angie,{my wonderful sponsor/cell leader/confidate etc} sk,corinne,kairen{RACHEL!} and the others D:

sopD:

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booyah! ahahhaa. okay lar. i have no idea why soap suddenly had this idea of a joint blog, but yeah i'm glad. if not fer ONE SMALL TEENY WEENY DETAIL.

I WANT A LESS PLAIN BLOGSKIN!! we have VERY different tastes, i realise. ahahah. but green's a nice colour. the background's so difficult to read from! i think i'll change that part! and i wanna change the song! =b

niways, thanks soap, fer suggesting time! love ya loads man! so today go running har! =b

i just came back from playing badminton and cycling! it was so fun man! ahahha. made new friends! i think my life's been preee-tty perfect lately. God rocks man. He's been there EVERYTIME i need Him, and He answers EVERYTIME i pray. He really loves me a lot, and i can see frem here.

today during cell worship, i suddenly felt this warmth fer one second. i'm not even sure it's Him. but i was crying, and when i told my cell leader, she was DELIGHTED! she said that it was God! and she was so happy fer me! she's gonna help me cope with my struggles frem now on, and she's praying fer me. she's so nice lar! i think i finally found a cell where i belong. sigh. and cause i like this guy (soap, i haven't told you yet, i'm so sorry, but i'll tell you later), she asked us about how we should cope with this from a Christian point of view. how we should look at it and not cross the line, instead run AS FAR AND AS FAST AS WE CAN AWAY from the line. that's the talk that we had today.

sexual intimacy. it's a pity dorcas wasn't there. cause she'd have learnt a lot. i'm guilty of patching them back together again, and it's not a good thing. cause we shouldn't yolk with non-believers, ESPECIALLY not in an intimate way. sigh. this is all my fault, and i'm praying fer forgiveness. T.T

oh wells, i learnt a lot, and janice told me that God has a great purpose and great use fer me, cause i'm very joyful and friendly. i hope she's right. i REALLY wanna be used by God. i wanna be a REFLECTOR!! =b

<3 nette.

blog reopening

2006-02-11T21:42:00.000+08:00

haha, decided to re-open a blog & share it with annette dear so that we can update each other and all D: really been some time since i closed dailyscoopers! with sulin &heaps of things have changed. :/ not even sure if i'm used to what is happening now, but ohwell. :S

in three-b &still really not used to the class.miss 2b heaps man, seven dwarfs, dawn sy etc.
wana keep my relationship going with God, &not to break down so easily and all this year D: wna stay strong, cause i believe he rescues me out of my darkness.

hazel came back to spore for two months. we've a combined blog perpetualbestfriends which we only update when she comes back to spore.hahahaha days with her were so great! all those daily prayers on the phone, heartalks, fun,stalking,swimming,running,playing,ppl-saying we look alike,conferencing with joyce&fudge,gg out with rgp,fudge,joyce, etc etc.

went to visit acintl ytd&met su&mel's frns.all very nice ppl D: security guards abit :/ tho. hahaha but it's alright!had small heartalks with su, &su, i hope everything's alright with you&your mum now!no worries bout ytd,it was already great seeing you after so long!don't get put down by her alright?praaaaaay!

lord i wana lean on your strength cause i believe you're here and you are helping me.(: help me to step up on our relationship even futher, and to have my priorities right with a clear mind. please guide me in times of weakness when i falter,let me find deliverance.i commit every thing into your hands,Amen.

sop(: